My life has really been screwed and I hate it a lot. Nothing goes good for me anymore and everything is a mess.My life is filled with craziness. Everthing I do seems to be a mistake. Nothing is right to me anymore and I don't think I will ever spend my life right. I don't even know the definition for right life.

Today has been very hectic and I just don't like it.My mom's former boyfrined has been lying through his teeth nad she is really pissed off. The worst part of it for me is I woke up with a fever and extremely sore throat. I havn't been talking much because it hurts so bad. I am doing some things to treat it but it hasn't seemed to help yet.I really hope that it gets alot better soon.It is really hectic around here today and feeling sick just isn't fitting together.My week at school went pretty good for the most part though.I don;t think I'll ever make it through this day without kleenex, cough drops and Nyquill, hot tea and a heating pad and vicks nad a doctor bill and anyway I think it's much too long.